KYLIE LOOK!

Self portrait #1

Love:

hammock

less foul temperatures

long weekend

reading

long phone calls...and short ones to loved people after a very long time

new films 

new cds

old playlists

my brilliant ideas (car....trips....ambitious plans to sew)

bmx banditry in the bush! (even if it means going by myself)

Don't Fight It and Feist

Once - film AND soundtrack

new old dresses 

chocolate, chocolate cake, chocolate soy milk...chocolate meat? 

my bed: a world of pillows and purples 

fake weddings in ancient gorges in 80s clothes 

red red wine

my bisportal status

the light right here right now

realisations that i am not the only one

friends

Hate:

funerals

feeling a million miles away

short trips home (though better than nothing)

bruises

drowning in a sea of red sand

jealousy

the smell of sewage 

idiot journalists 

idiots in general

sicknesses. and i don't mean colds. 

cancer (there, I got specific)

playing the same dull music everyday

the cost of flights outta here

forgetting how fucking awesome some people are

letting bok choy go off

disbanding

wondering where i should be 

broken mementos from overseas. (no, they are not "just thongs")  

drunk drivers

never fixing very broken bits of my clothes

tourists who freak out when you go to ride past them and jump right in your path

restricted access to alcohol

mines. especially uranium. especially 25km from your home. 

mood: Contemplative. Up after down. The Panics.  Fresh Vietnamese food under the stars.  Mega chocolate cravings in bed.